I loved you yesterday

I loved you yesterday


But somewhere between polished fingernails

Laced with painted cherry blossoms and

Scabbed feet watermarked by Monet's Water Lilies,

My heart ceased to beat--

A heart that once rushed to life

With each golden sunset reflected in your eyes

And every moss stained rock leading to high places.

I knowingly set it on that trail

Awaiting the tread marks of your boots

Or the stab of the pointed satin slipper.

Oh God! Something to make it alive!!

But it only lay there

Trampled and scarred--

Too weak to breathe its rose watered oxygen...


Until he came

With Christmas bells and slow dances by firelight

The smell of pine needles lingering on my skin

And his rich coffee laden vibrato

Humming deep within my chest.

Amid whispers of orange trees and blue skies,

My heart took its first sips of life

Reminding me of what I was missing...

Reminding me of what had been there all along.

Tread

Branded skin

Oil of the moon

I painted the sky with pieces of you.

Dazzled lips...undressed rubies.

Bones crushed beneath 

The weight of words unspoken.

Shadowed treads across the heart

Deep within the swamps of murky kisses 

Entangled in an embrace 

That left us drowning

Ripping and clawing 

Our way toward freedom

We pushed the other under the mire,

To gasp for air.

Was it worth it in the end, 

Oh my darling of sirens?

To heed the call 

Of a melody so enchanting?

In a canvas somewhere

Lay pieces of us 

Painted with the oil of the moon.

The bluest of skies.

Branded skin.

Taste

Guardian of my past and future –
My world has imploded

I watch as you bathe languidly in my destiny.

If I’m your beloved,

Caress me with whispers of a secret language

Only we two share.

Fill me with tender kisses,
Till I’m drowning in the grasp of your love –

The incandescent beauty of two becoming one.

Crawl beneath my skin and pour

The fragrance of your spirit

Into every ruptured and scarred artery

Of my soul.

Until I’ve tasted the very last drop of its fruit

And know…

You are good.

Irreplaceable

If I could take your pain and freeze it in time, 

I would journey to the ends of the earth and bury it deep beneath the final ocean wave,

Where it could never again singe your skin or drain breath from your lungs…

Steal sunlight from your eyes.

Your eyes -- I would fill them with diamonds

So your joy sparkled in the light of day

And when evening came, your starlight was a beacon for the wayward soul.

The dark of night would no longer be needed for asylum

The glare of morning could not sear your tender heart.

The truth is, you deserve far more than I could ever give.

You are prized far more than diamonds, moonlight, or daybreak.

You are the reason oceans roar, lungs gasp, hearts beat.

Without you, children would cease to laugh, feet would cease to dance…

The stars would fade from the sky.

You are irreplaceable, my friend…

You are HIS.